I Want to Move Even Further

Everyone was running desperately, aiming for something
they were stretching their hands towards saometing
which was invisible to the eye

even if there was no goal there
even if they had realized that their hand couldn't reach it
they were still moving towards it with all they had
but, I wonder. What  I was doing

I was just starting, and I did not even try to stretch my hand out
I was scared of the result and couldn't take a single step  forward
I was jealously watching the paths, that everyone found with effort

By saying that I was different from everyone else
I was making excuse to myself
I was just afraid of being hurt

If there is no map, you won't know where to go
I thought you choose where to go after you've seen the map
But, that was wrong
I am not lost because I don't have a map
I don't have purpose

I want to move even after
I want to move even further
concentrating on that, I continued to pedal

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Seingatku kata-kata diatas adalah kata-kata dalam sebuah film, tapi lupa film apa.

Ya Rabbi, masukkanlah aku ke dalam golongan orang-orang yang teguh pendiriannya..
orang yang kuat motivasinya..
besar manfaatnya..

Ya Rabbi, kuatkanlah tujuanku..
tunjukkanlah jalan-Mu
Berikan aku kekuatan  untuk bangkit dan melangkah..
pertemukanlah aku dengan orang-orang yang bisa mengantarkanku menuju ridho-Mu

Karena Engkau punya segala yang tak kupunya..